Sorry For a Friend...

Yesterday late night (18/03/2009), I had a serious chat with a friend thru msn. The talk was almost burst out...ya can feel the heat as well...With my intention to help him but turn out the other way...Very sorry for this friend but it seem I was misunderstand by him in certain circumstances...But maybe is my problem also for doing good for him but was miscommunicated as though im a kind of person who like to 'jaga tepi kain orang'...I felt what he mentioned that night.Anyway, I darent to continue further telling and explain to him the things I should have, as I know this will only worsen the situation and maybe no more friendship between us. Even if we do, the close friendship bond that we used to have isnt there anymore...Thats the situation i dont want to happen...Thus, I have to keep it myself.I think I should have improve myself from time to time....My IQ and EQ* especially...I shouldnt put this friend in such a dilemma and problem although i wanted to help him...becoz finally he voiced out that he's kinda tired with that situation...I felt very sorry for him...but One thing I wanted him to know is I have no problem or perhaps arguement with anyone in my life...this is not an exception aswell. As the horoscope said..im a kind of helpful and loyal to friendship libran..lolx. Anyway, I have no place to utter but in my very own blog...Sorry again my friend, i dun mean to put you in such situation as you thought of.

May god bless this friend of mine with joy and peace, so do i....

Life

Everyday life seems to be getting tougher and tougher for me...Thorns are growing out and flanked the path of mine...I really dunno when will this end and when i would able to standing still...Im really tired and exhausted. Beleaguered by problems which I myself also dunno whether could be shared have added my burden...I wish I can be a child again, no need to worry about all these but I know this wouldnt happen unless i can reverse and control the time...Im not avoiding problems but just that having some difficulties though...Some people said blogging can help but does it really help? I cant give a certain answer to myself though..Talk to close friend/s?...I hope so...Anyway, I believe every human being will go through this path just that different in the sense of timing....


My life just in miserable now...