Miserable day....

There are times when we are happy but yet there are times too when we are miserable...
in our life sometimes decision has to be made in order to determine your future steps...today i was kinda down but yet no one to turn to at the point of moment...few things happened which doesnt seem to favour me...anyway, i supposed all people will have at least a moment of that in their life...people close to you sometimes also didnt really what you expect...finally i really agree with my sis that family members is the most i can turn to. A simple call to my mum really sooth me alot rather than other....almost burst into tears when talking to my mum...miss her alot. Hoping for a good brand new day...

Sorry For a Friend...

Yesterday late night (18/03/2009), I had a serious chat with a friend thru msn. The talk was almost burst out...ya can feel the heat as well...With my intention to help him but turn out the other way...Very sorry for this friend but it seem I was misunderstand by him in certain circumstances...But maybe is my problem also for doing good for him but was miscommunicated as though im a kind of person who like to 'jaga tepi kain orang'...I felt what he mentioned that night.Anyway, I darent to continue further telling and explain to him the things I should have, as I know this will only worsen the situation and maybe no more friendship between us. Even if we do, the close friendship bond that we used to have isnt there anymore...Thats the situation i dont want to happen...Thus, I have to keep it myself.I think I should have improve myself from time to time....My IQ and EQ* especially...I shouldnt put this friend in such a dilemma and problem although i wanted to help him...becoz finally he voiced out that he's kinda tired with that situation...I felt very sorry for him...but One thing I wanted him to know is I have no problem or perhaps arguement with anyone in my life...this is not an exception aswell. As the horoscope said..im a kind of helpful and loyal to friendship libran..lolx. Anyway, I have no place to utter but in my very own blog...Sorry again my friend, i dun mean to put you in such situation as you thought of.

May god bless this friend of mine with joy and peace, so do i....

Life

Everyday life seems to be getting tougher and tougher for me...Thorns are growing out and flanked the path of mine...I really dunno when will this end and when i would able to standing still...Im really tired and exhausted. Beleaguered by problems which I myself also dunno whether could be shared have added my burden...I wish I can be a child again, no need to worry about all these but I know this wouldnt happen unless i can reverse and control the time...Im not avoiding problems but just that having some difficulties though...Some people said blogging can help but does it really help? I cant give a certain answer to myself though..Talk to close friend/s?...I hope so...Anyway, I believe every human being will go through this path just that different in the sense of timing....


My life just in miserable now...

"Are You There?"

Sometimes, I feel wanna talk to a friend but just that he's not around...Sometimes wanna share problems just that he's busy...Sometimes feel unhappy thought to go out with but he doesnt feel like wanna accompany...Sometimes feel abit lonely and thought to go out but ignorance was the response...Thats sometimes happened but wishing not to happen to me in the future. I wont blamed anyone or angry with coz thats part of our friendship world. "Friend in need is a friend indeed" sometimes doesnt really applies. What do you think?If you find this friend no longer by your side accompany and helping you up, is ok...dont be depressed. At least you have the clear answer for yourself....This world sometimes is really realistic in certain things.Curb it yourself Kenny Dang!
...Anyway, thank you for being my friend!I would alwis appreciate you, my friend...

Nice song to listen...Like the rhythm...Play it!

15th Day of CNY 2009

Today is the last day of CNY in lunar calendar...As for the last celebration, I went to my senior house for a gathering with my colleagues as I have cancelled few gatherings with them before this...Sounds bad but I was invited last minute though.That's why I wasn't prepare...haha. Part of them seem busy enjoying the photos that my senior taken during her holidays in overseas...She seem visited alot of places over the world...At her young age, she seem kinda rich ...maybe her parents is rich or she herself rich...Anyway, very envy her though...And i raised a question to myself...'When can I travel like her or even more than her?' rather than asking 'Why I cant travel like her?'...and from this night onwards, I promised to myself that I will work smarter and harder in the coming days to gain my wealth in future., so that the success that I achieved can bring me travel around the world with my parents and my future wife....sounds dreaming but what I really believe is that if u dare to dream u will achieve one day...Really hope the day will come very soon... :)

Which Category of Friends You Are In?

How do you define good friend? true friend? best friends?perhaps real friends?...In my world I have alot of friends but which category they falls in? Im still in doubt. In my everyday life, working time or social time same people I met but are they really true to you? or just acting only...Somehow sometimes Im abit scare living in this world...everything is unexpected especially human. Today they can be your close friends but tomorrow they maybe your foe...
Maybe I think too much as one of my friend said. But somehow sometimes environment that actually make you thought of that rather than you yourself sit down and stir up the thought...Infact sometimes when you treat a friend good, the return wouldnt be as what you expected...Sometime they may sacrifice you as well.Thats the saddest part...Thats what I experienced too...What do you think?Do you have the same thought?

CNY 2009...My Family...

This year CNY celebration seem to be different for me. I felt I'm even closer to my family than ever before though I'm away from home for few years...Having to work in Malacca GH for my government service, I hardly go back to my hometown...once a month? two months once etc...yet our relationship din loosen...That's what every family member hope for.During this year of celebration, I bought my mum and sis's some gems..is blue sapphire and they really really like it till burst to tears... Haha ...maybe too touch by my gift. Anyway, I luv my family very much and I'm glad to be born in this family. Nothing much better than family members...

Road of My Life

The road ahead me seem to have lotsa obstacles for me to go through...I wish it is a simple path to walk but nothing is simple if u want to have a good ending...But what i believe is hardwork alwiz pay off. With this saying...Im breathing with a burning desire and never give up easily although friends around me seem to pull me down all the time and everytime...I promise to myself and my family, that one day I would bring home success to make them proud...and I believe I can do it.What is needed is effort and really hoping someone will give me encouragement and support for me to walk this path so that I will reach the end of the path to enter the world of success. The success that I wanted to...

World Laaaargest Swimming Pool!

If you like doing laps in the swimming pool, you might want to stock up on the energy drinks before diving in to this one.

It is more than 1,000 yards long, covers 20 acres, had a 115ft deep end and holds 66 million gallons of water..

Yesterday the Guinness Book of Records named the vast pool beside the sea in Chile as the biggest in the world.

But if you fancy splashing out on one of your own - and you have the space to accommodate it - then beware: This one took five years to build, cost nearly 1billion and the annual maintenance bill will be 2million.

The man-made saltwater lagoon has been attracting huge crowds to the San Alfonso del Mar resort at Algarrobo, on Chile 's southern coast, since it opened last month.

Its turquoise waters are so crystal clear that you can see the bottom even in the deep end.

It dwarfs the world's second biggest pool, the Orthlieb - nicknamed the Big Splash - in Morocco , which is a mere 150 yards long and 100 yards wide. An Olympicsize pool measures some 50 yards by 25 yards.

Chile's monster pool uses a computer- controlled suction and filtration system to keep fresh seawater in permanent circulation, drawing it in from the ocean at one end and pumping it out at the other.

The sun warms the water to 26c, nine degrees warmer than the adjoining sea.

Chilean biochemist Fernando Fischmann, whose Crystal Lagoons Corporation designed the pool, said advanced engineering meant his company could build 'an impressive artificial paradise' even in inhospitable areas.

'As long as we have access to unlimited seawater, we can make it work, and it causes no damage to the ocean.'

Kinda Frustrated Sometimes...

Sometimes feel kinda frustrated when you care for a friend but in return they didnt show any appreciation especially when you treat them as your close friends...thats what happening in our realistic world perhaps 'my realistic world'. Advice given but yet drained away to the sewage.In fact, sometimes they said you have an attitude problem (kinda hurt indeed).Sighhh...Anyway, is up to them to think bout themselves already.No doubt they are mature enough to make their decision.Im not their guardian, im not their advisor, but just a friend who concern...thats the best thing I can do.What else to expect, my friend.

Two Of Us For Eternity

Nice Thai Lakorn...A story about how life and love go hand-in-hand, and how precious they both are. However, the obstacles that they faced lead them to the most tragic, but beautiful ending ever. Worth to watch...PLAY THE MV I UPLOADED!Nowadays, watch Thai Drama as well...haha. I guess not much of my friends watch them.